NEW XANGA Gothic_Flipper

CHANGE

    I feel almost as if i am changing who i am and what i am. i dont know how to explain so many of my belifes have just went bla. I feel as if im lying to u all and to myself. Almost as if im tryign to be sum one im not. I hate this felling. Its almost liek the world is fake and i nees to hide. I feel like i am fa fauls person. I feel like im going to cahnge into sum one that u ppl might not like.....into sum one i might not like.....but is this only a felling......or reality........

            Flipper

   Hey all what crakin im in a good mood now kinda i mean w/e u know...... i will like to apoligis to all my homies i have been a dick heard latly and i want u to know i love yew all and i care for yew all im so sorry for everything i did and i belive i will be hommies with u all till da end i love u all so mcuh i dotn know what i whould do w/o u all i love u

 SHOUT OUTS

Shadowz: what can i say i love yew to death sissy and always remmber that. i am so gratfull for u and i love yew alot u have done so much for me and i love u for it! I LOVE YEW SISSY

Giggles: Im so glad that all the drama is over and we are cool againe u are a great person and thakes for all the help and thake u for forgiving me i love u sis

Skittals: U are  amazing all the help u have given me i love u so much u are so great, ur my crak sister homie i love u siss

Crazy Clown:  Im so glad we are cool and all dis drama is over u are so cool and i hope to get to know u better. I love u  sis

CB: Cody thank u for all the shit u have done for me and how u helped me love u tones

Cudlez: U are amzing thak u for speacking ur mind and telling me how u felt i nver had sum one do that thankes, u rock i love u siss

Matt: I relay dont know what to say i know u are never on xanga but maby for a rare chance u are i am so sorry for all the shit i said to u i was hurt and i was stupid. I love yew  and i hope everything between us can get back to normal cause i miss u like hell!!!!         

If i dont have u on hear thats because u wernt one of the ppl that helped me today and who were  there for me when i was well u know. Any way thease ppl mean the world to mean and i love them so much!!!!!!!!1

Flipper

 PS> New nickname its flipper ya ask amber she will tell u lol

EMO MOOD

HEY ALL I AM HEATHER JOACKSON DU U ALL ALREDY KNOW THAT... BUT ANYWAYS..... ALITTLE ABOUT ME I WAS 7 WHEN MY DAD DIED AND I AM GOTHIC......I LOVE MY FRIENDS MORE THAN ANY THING NAD I RUN FROM PAIN ALL THE TIME.....I DONT FORGIVE EASIE AND I CANT FORGIVE FAST..... I SAY I DONT BELIVE IN LOVE AN DI DONT WANT IT BUT IM JUST AFARIED WHAT WILL HAPPED WHEN IM IN IT..... I ALWYAS LOSE MY FRIEND.... I NEVER HAVE THEM AROUND FOR MORE THAN 5 YEARS AND THATS IF IM LUCKY....NO ONE TRULY CARES ABOUT ME BUT ME...I FALL FOR THE GUYS THAT DONT WNAT ME BUT HATE THE GUYS THAT DO.....I CNAT STAND LIFE HAFE THE TIME...AND I FELL LIKE I WANT TO DIE....I DONT TRUST PPL IM AFRAID OF THAT TO.... IN MY MIND EVERYONES GONA FUCK U SUM WAY....EVEN IF U ARE MY BEST FREIND U SHOULD RUN LIKE HELL IM JUST GONA HURT U....I HATE SO MUCH STUFF BUT YET I LOVE SO MUCH TO....I LIE TO MYSELF JUSS TO MAKE ME FELL BETTER EVEN THOUGH I KNOW WHAT I RELAY WANT I TELL MYSELF I DONT.... I NEVER GET WHAT I WANT IN LIFE JUSS WHAT I NEED...SOO THATS MY LIFE TAKE IT OF LEAVE IT THATS THE WAY IT ALL GOSE....
LOVELESS,PAIN,AND DEATH....SO TO ALL MY HOMIE U BETTER RUN WHY U STILL GOT A CHANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

           WICKED DARKNESS

HEy ppl whats crakin nm hear...... i realy am in a shity mood..... u see i was suppose to move in wit my sis at an apratment but nither one of us is 18 but my mom dont care she is gona let us. Then on friday my mom gose supper syco and hits me and shit.... then we go to dis thing and tell my family sum stuff and they say if we move out alone then thye will call the state.... so we are suppose to move in wit my cousin (i call her aunt) angel and with her family and i relay dont want to do that. she alredy has kids and such... they are also tryen to get custody over us but my mom  said no so i have no clue what the hell is gonin on wit me.... i have to live wit my aunt till the end of the school year then we will figer sumthingout i relay hate this and i am in a bad mood and realy sad about it and to top it all off i feel like im losing one of my best friends.... i dont know what to do there is so much crap goin on well i g2g love yalll.....

 MMFWKL
                

                      WICKED DARKNESS

PS: GIGGLES.... theres no way we can be cool againe after all the crap u polled... foll me once shame on u fool me twice shame on me.... so im not stupid and i dont want to be homies ever